Happynism

Lord Sharma has been so kind as to lay out the commandments in the pursuit of happyness..

we need to be believers that life is NOT serious BUT FUN AND SEX AND BOOZE AND MUSIC AND SEX AND BEER AND BOOBS AND SEX AND VODKA AND WHISKEY AND SEX AND... AND... AND SEX AND LAUGHING AND SEX AND PLAYSTATIONS AND SOCCER AND SEX AND BLOWJOBS AND BREDA AND CLUBBING AND BIG BOOBIES AND SMALL BOOBIES AND ABSOLUT AND SEX AND COMPUTER GAMES AND TELEVISION AND MOVIES AND RUM AND SEX PLUS FEMALE BUTTS FOR TIMOTHY

amen.

A misconception of sincere affection

What is your preferred mode of my service?

An unrequited belief in a love thought true,
that gets looked at with scorn,
once again belittled by expectations

Expectations that shouldn't exist
in the context of a love that's pure,
And you complete the list
till your insecurities cease to exist

Along with the passion
that somehow we can't agree upon
as you compare the expressions
with material displays
of ways not ours,

Of the sincerity of connections we can never know
of the plastic misconceptions of sincere affection
but neglect the faith I bestow
the pain I bathe in
when my heart still screams for you
You say you don't hear it...

Before the doors close
and the ice kills my fire
Let me say
I do not care what you think
what you expect
what you want but cannot have
because

You are the one I'm living for
and the one that has shown me love
A love I always knew was mine
So shrug it off
Wake up and come to the senses that I know you have
and love me for me
not for what I did or did not do
but for who I am

Because I do...

Show Me

Oh God of life, love, peace and mercy
Show me the way you have laid out for me
Help me get above me
And listen to what you want of me

Give me solace in your divinity
Let me take comfort in your continuity
When everything worldly reaches imperfection
Let me smile like a little child, with a spirit full of certainty

The certainty that you will never leave me
That you will always hold me
And that I will return to your embrace
At the end of my journey

If it's not too much to ask
Show me a glimpse of future-me
And let it be a me I can respect and hold up in dignity
For the whole world to see

Pick me up now, in a time of need and let me
Do what is right for the spirit in me
Let me never lose who I am
To anyone or anything
For in that spirit holds the love you have given me

Without which I will lose me
Show me
Please
My Father, how much you love me.

Amen

Better off This Way

I never knew perfection till
I heard you speak, and now it kills me
Just to hear you say the simple things
Now waking up is hard to do
And sleeping is impossible too
Everything is reminding me of you
What can I do?

It’s not right, not OK
Say the words that you say
Maybe we’re better off this way?
I’m not fine, I’m in pain
It’s harder everyday
Maybe we’re better off this way?

Maroon 5

Nothing Lasts Forvever

It is so easy to see

Dysfunction between you and me

We must free up these tired souls

Before the sadness kills us both

I tried and tried to let you know

I love you but I'm letting go

It may not last but I don't know

Just don't know

If you don't know

Then you can't care

And you show up

But you're not there

But I'm waiting

And you want to

Still afraid that I will desert you

Everyday

With every worthless word we get more far away

The distance between us makes it so hard to stay

But nothing lasts forever, but be honest babe

It hurts but it may be the only way

A bed that's warm with memories

Can heal us temporarily

The misbehaving only makes

The ditch between us so damn deep

Built a wall around my heart

I’ll never let it fall apart

But strangely I wish secretly

It would fall down while I'm asleep

If you don't know

Then you can't care

And you show up

But you're not there

But I'm waiting

And you want to

Still afraid that I will desert you, babe

Everyday

With every worthless word we get more far away

The distance between us makes it so hard to stay

But nothing lasts forever, but be honest babe

It hurts but it may be the only way

Though we have not hit the ground

It doesn't mean we're not still falling,

Oh I want so bad to pick you up

But you're still too reluctant to accept my help

What a shame, I hope you find somewhere to place the blame

But until then the fact remains

Everyday

With every worthless word we get more far away

The distance between us makes you so hard to stay

Nothing lasts forever, but be honest babe

It hurts but it may be the only way

Everyday

With every worthless word we get more far away

The distance between us makes it so hard to stay

But nothing lasts forever, but be honest babe

It hurts but it may be the only way

Maroon 5

All in Your Mind

Stand with me on the river bank
Where the cool wind brushes our face
You are welcome to do nothing at all
In the lonesome of this sheltered space
Through my eyes you can see the world
Well you might be surprised what you’ll find
A cool wind and a warm touch and a moment that is all in your mind

And if you find a reason to change your point of view
Might be the time and season
for doing what you’ve always wanted to do

Put my thoughts on a single page
but the paper didn’t have any lines
For painting pictures of magic and light
and a moment that is all in your mind
Oh, it’s all in your mind
It’s all in your mind
It’s all in your mind

And if you find a reason
To change your point of view
Might be the time and season
For doing what you’ve always wanted to do
What you wanted to do

Thought to call you the other day
But I figured that you don’t have the time
For painting pictures of magic and light
And a moment that is all in our minds
It’s a moment that is all in your mind.
And it might be that it’s all in your mind.

Raul Midon

IceBox

Fussin' and fightin', we back at it again
I know that, it's my fault, but you don't understand, no
I got memories, this is crazy
You ain't nothing like the girl I used to know
Good with ma, good with pa, cool with all my friends
I should try, truth is I wanna let u in, but no
Damn these memories, and it's crazy
You ain't nothing like the girl I used to know

Girl I really wanna work this out, cause I'm tired of fightin'
And I really hope you still want me the way I want you
I said I really wanna work this out, damn girl I'm tryin'
It's no excuse, no excuse
But I got this

Ice box where my heart used to be
I got this ice box where my heart used to be
I'm so cold, I'm so cold, I'm so cold, I'm so cold
I'm so cold, I'm so cold, I'm so cold

Why can't I get it right, just can't let it go
I opened up, she let me down, I won't feel that no more
I got memories, this is crazy
She ain't nothing like the girl I used to know
I don't mean to take it out on you baby but I can't help it
'Cause my heart is in the same ol' condition that baby left it
And I, I apologize, for makin' you cry
Look me in my eye and promise you won't do me the same

Girl I really wanna work this out, 'cause I'm tired of fightin'
And I really hope you still want me the way I want you
I said I really wanna work this out, damn girl I'm tryin'
It's no excuse, no excuse
I got this..

Ice box where my heart used to be
I got these ice box where my heart used to be
I'm so cold, I'm so cold, I'm so cold, I'm so cold
I'm so cold, I'm so cold, I'm so cold

I don't wanna be stuck up in this cold cold world
Don't wanna mess this up better keep your eye on me girl
Don't wanna mess this up better keep your eye on me girl
Don't wanna mess this up better keep your eye on me girl

Girl I really wanna work this out, cause I'm tired of fightin'
And I really hope you still want me the way I want you
I said I really wanna work this out, damn girl I'm tryin'
It's no excuse, no excuse
I said I got this...

Ice box where my heart used to be
I got these ice box where my heart used to be
I'm so cold, I'm so cold, I'm so cold, I'm so cold
I'm so cold, I'm so cold, I'm so cold

Omarion, Timbaland